Finding the time

We’ve moved. Twice. The first time from Montana to Wyoming and into Geek Husband’s grandma’s tiny house. Okay, the house isn’t really tiny (except the kitchen – there is no denying that the kitchen is tiny) – it was just still filled with Geek Grandma’s stuff, making it impossible to Baby Caveman-proof. He’s an active boy. Real active. So the one room we were able to make useable was pretty tiny.

We intended to stay there for only a handful of weeks, but due to a lot of things out of our control (and mostly in Fannie Mae’s lack-of-control) it took half of eternity to close on and move into our (fabulous) new house. But we did; one fine Saturday, while I was off playing with friends and bands (and bands who are friends) in Idaho, Geek Husband and Geek Brother-in-law moved everything into my new house. It was the perfect set-up: everything got moved in and I didn’t have to lift a finger.

But moving in and unpacking are two very different things, and I was left with the unpacking. Seriously, how did we acquire so much stuff? I thought I would never finish unpacking. But then, miraculously, I did. Kinda. There were still boxes to be unpacked in the soon-to-be-a-library bonus room (or FROG, for those in the know). But all the living areas were unpacked, organized, and livable.

Finally, things were settling down. Forget the herd of alpacas and two very large puppies we just added to our lives; never mind the new (fabulous, wonderful, amazing) editor job I just took at Month 9; ignore the fact that Geek Husband and I are positioning ourselves to launch a new business. Yes, all those things added more responsibility to my life and took away more of my time. But my house was finally in order so I was able to carve away time for writing – I thing I can’t seem to make myself do when I can see all that needs done around the house.

Hurray! It’d been way too long.

Then, this morning, this happened:

That wonderful black stuff all over the stairs, my intrepid readers, is glaze. More specifically it is the glaze I bought to finish of the old stereo cabinet I painted a fabulous shade of yellow just before we moved. It’s the glaze I have been looking for ever since we got into this house.

Baby Caveman found it before I did. And Baby Caveman has an obsession with trowing things down the stairs to watch them go boom. You do the math.

The good new is: we were planning on pulling the carpeting off the stair anyway. I want finished platforms with painted risers. And when we pull the stairway carpet, we’ll pull the carpet in the future library as well. Without carpeting in that room, we no longer have anything stopping us from constructing our built-in bookshelves and window seat. And while I’m at it, I better go ahead and paint all the surrounding walls, because I would hate to do so after finishing the stairs only to have a paint mishap while doing it.

Baby Caveman threw the canister of glaze that launched a total remodel.

Now I’m back to having a ton of things around the house pulling at my attention. And back to having said things fighting for my writing time. As I told the empty staircase, however, I wasn’t going to let it keep my completely from my writing. Because, let’s face it: when one starts talking to the stairs, it’s time for one to get to the computer and release the psychosis into a novel.

I started my rewrite of 99 Days of Laney McGuire last week, and I am determined to finish it (I considered joining Pam and Quita in their quest to have a new WIP – or in my case, a new version of an old WIP – completed by the end of May, but I also have some major edits for Month 9 this month, so that’s not a feasible goal). I find myself carving time out of the day whenever I can find it: between chores during Baby Caveman’s nap, in the wee hours of the morning before I have to trudge out to feed alpacas, late into the evening after even the cat’s stopped being annoying, in spare moments between tasks when making dinner . . .

Okay, that’s a lie. The cat’s never not annoying. But you get what I’m saying.

Life never really slows down. If anything, it gets busier and busier, despite the number of things you cross off your to-do list. There’s no waiting for it to calm down enough to write, because that day will never come. Search the time out, find it in the dark corners, and steal it away from lesser pursuits. That’s what I’m doing.

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A-Z All About ME

So I kinda failed the A-Z Challenge. I’ve been taking some time away from blogging of late to refocus and decide what I really want this blog to be about. Don’t worry, there’s not going to be some grand post declaring what I decided. It was all just an exercise to refocus my mind and gear me up to love this blog the way I used to. For a while there I was loving the idea of blogging more than actual blogging, which is why I stepped back.

But I’ve got it back and am excited about my blog again, so YAY! To make up for missing so many letters in the A-Z Challenge, I am going to hit on all the letters today by filling out this fun alphabet meme I found. It’s from the YA Book Club group on Goodreads so it’s largely, though not entirely book-centric. Enjoy – and fill one out on your blog for me to read!

A Author you love? Oh man, there are SO many. I’ll only name authors who are still living and producing work so I don’t ramble forever. Here we go: Sarah Dessen, Jackson Pearce, John Green, Maureen Johnson, Stephanie Perkins, JK Rowling, Jessi Kirby, Aprilynne Pike, Ally Condie, the list goes on and on. Lots of love over here.

B Best Friend Geek Husband and Baby Caveman, natch.

C Can’t live without? My family. Don’t want to live without? Books, movies, camera, computer, cookie dough, sweet tea.

D Dream destination? So many. Mostly Russia and Cambodia.

E Embrassing Monment? It’s pretty hard to embarrass me, I won’t lie. There was this one time at drill team practice where I was yelling at the other girls about their boobs (unknowingly) in front of the really hot volleyball coach. It wasn’t terribly embarrassing, actually, but it’s the first thing that came to mind when I got to this one.

F Favorite Food? Sushi and ice cream and fruit smoothies. Not all together.

G Greatest Achievement? Having Baby Caveman.

H Hometown? Great Falls, Montana

I Innermost Fear? Failure.

J Just finished reading? Sweetly by Jackson Pearce. Well, actually a submission for work, but that doesn’t count.

k Kindle? Nope.

L Love to Read? Duh.

M Makes You Laugh? Almost everything. I really like dry humor, especially British humor.

N Nook? Love it, love it, LOVE IT!

O One Wish? That Baby Caveman will have all the happiness he wants and deserves in life.

P Pizza Topping? Pepperoni, sausage, and mushrooms. But only for thin crust.

Q Quote that describes you? “To me, the greatest act of courage is being the one who kisses first.” ~Janeane Garofalo (okay, maybe it doesn’t really DESCRIBE me . . . but I love it.)

R Reading Now? Destined by Aprilynne Pike. She mentioned at her signing last year that Illusions has a cliff-hanger ending, so I put off reading that one until earlier this week. I’m so glad I did, because if I read it right when it came out and then had to wait a year for this one, I would’ve gone crazy!

S Siblings? Okay, are you ready for this? I have one full-blood sister. I have three step-brothers. One of them is also my cousin. I have two step-sisters. They are also my cousins. And I have one adopted sister. She is also my cousin. And the half-sister to my step-brother and step-sisters. By blood, she is exactly as related to me as the other 3 are, but less related to them than they are to each other. Have I confused you yet?

Maybe I should have just said 7.

T Texted Last? Um . . . my mom, I think? Baby Caveman might have dropped my phone behind my headboard and I’ve yet to dig it out, so I can’t check for sure.

U Understands you best? Does that person exist? Sometimes I don’t even understand myself.

V Vanilla or Chocolate? Vanilla.

W Worst Habit Picking at my skin.

X X-rays you’ve have? Too many to count. I had one when I fell off the trampoline when I was ten and broke my humerus in two. They had to pin me back together, and – no joke – the reception on my grandma’s TV changed when I raised and lowered my arm. Then I had one on my wrist in 7th grade after I slipped and fell on the ice – just a sprain. One not too long after that when we discovered I had an extra bone in my foot. One when I broke my shoulder playing ultimate frisbee. One when I broke two bones in my foot at a table at work. A bajillion and a half on my shoulder (including one really long dye-injected x-ray (which involved a 9-inch needle)) when they were trying to figure out what the crap was wrong with me. And of course, a ton on my teeth throughout the years.

Probably I’ve forgotten a few.

Y Your Favorite book? Crime & Punishment, not that that’s a surprise to anyone here.

Z Zodiac Sign Taurus. I’m stubborn.

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A-Z Books I’m anticipating

(Yes, this is a lame, cheaterish way to complete the A-Z challenge, but right after I signed up my life got exponentially – and unexpectedly – busier. I do what I can, but daily blogging had to fall by the wayside.)

(All pictures link to Goodreads, so follow them over to check the books out!)

J is for Jackson Pearce!

K is for Kirby, Jessi Kirby!

L is for Lisa M Basso!

M is for Meadows – of the Jodi variety! (yes, I know it’s already out, but I’m still anticipating reading it)

N is for Nova Ren Suma! (again…it’s already out, and I’m just behind. Whatevs.)

O is for Oliver, Lauren!

P is for (aprilynne) Pike!

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Fast Five, A-Z edition

1. E is for Editor. Have y’all heard of Month9Books yet? Well, go check them out – they are a new publisher of speculative fiction for teens and tweens. And guess who is going to work with them as an assistant editor? That’s right: ME! I will still be freelance editing, if you are interested, and I will be changing my editing services page to reflect my new employment (not much will change; pretty much I’ll just be putting up a disclaimer stating that paying me to edit your work will in no way assure you will be published by Month9Books).

2. F is for Farming. ALPACAS!

Enough said.

3. G is for Gorgeous. The weather was SO nice today I actually had to go buy some summer clothes for Baby Caveman so he wouldn’t melt in his long pants. I know better than to get my hopes up that spring has finally completely hit Wyoming (it’s supposed to snow later this week), but it sure was nice to enjoy the sun today!

4. H is for Hunger Games. Geek Husband and I finally got out to see the movie last week, and I was so impressed with it. I’ll admit, when they first announced it, I was totally wary – not because I thought they would change the book, or the casting wouldn’t be what I imagined (um, the casting? spot on), but because I didn’t have much faith in the studio. Sorry, Lionsgate! It’s not you, it’s me…it’s just that your typical Lionsgate movie is so not my kind of movie and I was afraid they were going to turn The Hunger Games into a typical Lionsgate movie. They didn’t, and it was fan-freakin’-tastic.

5. I is for In The Woods. I recently finished reading this book, and I can’t even begin to describe how I can be simultaneously totally absorbed by a book and want to punch it in the face. This book irritated me to no end – I actually screamed in frustration twice – but I still want to read the next in the series. It’s been about four days and I can’t decide whether I loved it or hated it.

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D is for…

Dogs!!

Okay, y’all, I can finally start to tell you why I’ve been so absentee lately. If you follow me on Twitter, you’ve gotten hints at this already, but it’s finally becoming a reality:

Tomorrow afternoon I am having 23 alpacas delivered to my farm! We have been working like crazy to make this happen and I’ve been spending every bit of time I can find working on fences, researching, making sure paddocks are ready to go, and…

Training my two livestock guardian dogs puppies.

These are my new Turkish Kangal pups (Turkish what? you ask…don’t worry, you’re not the only one who has never heard of them. :) )

They are about 8 weeks old in that picture and already weigh 20-25 pounds each. The breed has been bred for thousands of years as shepherd’s dogs in Turkey, brought up to live among and protect flocks of sheep. These two guys will be living with the alpacas and put in charge of making sure no nefarious beastie gets at my livestock.

Turkish Kangals are one of the lesser known livestock guardian dog breeds (with the more popular ones being: Great Pyrenees, Maremma, Anatolian Shepherd [a cross-breed of a Kangal and an Akbash which somehow became registered as a pure-breed in America], Akbash, and Tibetan Mastiff). After a ton of research, I chose Kangals for four primary reasons:

  1. They are very people-friendly. They bond not only to the livestock they are in charge of, but also to humans. They love human interaction and are eager to please. While they will growl and intimidate a stranger – who knows, the human might be trying to harm an alpaca – they are easy to socialize and will readily accept anyone who enters the pasture with their master.
  2. They are a very docile dog. This is a great trait to have in a dog that can easily weigh 140-160 pounds full grown. Once they are taught who’s boss (which is why I’ve been gone training them so much), they defer to that human. But, they are not wimps; if a threat is posed to them, their humans, or their livestock charges, they go all Jekyll-Hyde and take that threat down immediately.
  3. They are homebodies. A lot of the livestock guardian breeds have a tendency to wander – anything they can see is their territory to protect. This is why the leading cause of death for LDGs is not from predators. It’s from being hit by cars when they wander onto the highway. Kangals attach themselves to their area nearly as much as they do to their charges, so they are not prone to wandering. It’s important to me to 1) have a dog that will stay with the alpacas like it should, 2) not have my dog splattered on the highway, and 3) not have it try to protect the cattle of my crotchety neighbor who likes to shoot dogs when they go on his property (he’s not REAL close, since we have a bit of land, luckily).
  4. They are FAST. This means is a predator does show up, they won’t have to chase it for far (like, onto mean neighbor’s land, or across the highway) before they catch – and kill – it.

And this is Raskolnikov (Rascal). He is 5 days older than Kiral and weighs 29.3 pounds. o_O

Okay, time for more pictures of the cuteness!

This is Kiral (it's Turkish for Supreme Chief). He's 9.5 weeks old (8 in the picture) and 26.1 pounds.

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C is for…

Catching Fire!

Which is really just my lame way to say: I FINALLY got out to see The Hunger Games movie tonight. I’ll say more later, but the gist is: I loved it, they did a great job, I’m tired and can’t think properly, m’kay bye-bye.

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B is for…

BOOK CLUB!

Remember back in the day (the one which I am too short on time to look for the post) when I gushed and gushed about how much I adored Moonglass, Jessi Kirby’s debut novel?

Well, her second title, In Honor, is coming out soon, and to celebrate, she’s holding the best giveaway EVER on her blog. She’s giving a Book Club in a Bag prize pack to one lucky book club. It includes:

  • 10 hardcover copies of In Honor
  • An annotated playlist
  • Map of Honor & Rusty’s route
  • Book discussion questions and special “Behind the Book” extras
  • An author visit, either in person or by Skype, depending on location

All of that, contained (except for the actual author, of course) in a cute canvas bag.

Words cannot describe how badly I want to win this, you guys!

If you have a book club that loves to read contemporary YA, head to Jessi’s blog to enter the contest. (And if you don’t, enter it anyway, and if you win give it to ME :) I’ll make you an honorary member of my YA book club!)

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A is for…

APRIL!

Which means I’m taking part in the Blogging A-Z Challenge again. To learn more about the challenge (and sign up for yourself, if you want), click the banner below:

 

And now, reasons why I love April:
*Spring is actually, actually on its way.
*I can finally see the ground now instead of just snow.
*General Conference.
*April is just a pretty word, don’t you think?
*I love watching little green shoots pushing up from the ground.
*Beautiful blue skies!
*My birthday!

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REPLICATION by Jill Williamson

REPLICATION
Written by: Jill Williamson
eBook: 304 pages
Publisher: Zonderkidz
December 2011
Genre: Young Adult
How I Got the Book: NetGalley

(Synopsis from Zondervan.com)

When Your Life Is Not Your Own

Martyr—otherwise known as Jason 3:3—is one of hundreds of clones kept in a remote facility called Jason Farms. Told that he has been created to save humanity, Martyr has just one wish before he is scheduled to “expire” in less than a month. To see the sky.

Abby Goyer may have just moved to Alaska, but she has a feeling something strange is going on at the farm where her father works. But even this smart, confident girl could never have imagined what lies beneath a simple barn. Or what would happen when a mysterious boy shows up at her door, asking about the stars.

As the reality of the Jason Experiment comes to light, Martyr is caught between two futures—the one for which he was produced and the one Abby believes God created him to have. Time is running out, and Martyr must decide if a life with Abby is worth leaving everything he’s ever known.

Cover: This cover is nice and clean, not a lot going on. It’s eye catching and simple and does a good job giving an idea of what the book is about. That said, if I passed it in the store, I don’t know that I would pick it up to learn more. Not sure why. Who knows? Maybe I would.

The Book: Imagine human cloning had been (nearly) perfected. Now imagine you are one of those clones. You’ve been raised for 17+ years with one goal in mind: to die. You know your job is to live to be 18 and then expire, becoming one of many clones who died for the greater good of helping others survive in the toxic air of the world.

Now imagine you find out your whole life is a lie and the air isn’t toxic at all.

That’s Replication (The Jason Experiment). Sure, there’s a story about a girl and her moral high ground and blah, blah, blah, but really the story is about Martyr and his life being more than he ever imagined.

What I Loved: Jill Williamson did a great job creating the world of Jason Farms. Through Martyr’s first-person narration, we get a view of  how different things are for the clones. Martyr’s thoughts are like that of a small child. He is unaware of the outside world and the day-to-day things we take for granted. An early scene where he sees a vivid orange neck tie (which he calls a napkin because he has never seen a tie before) illustrates this perfectly.

As we follow Martyr, he learns more of the world and his narrative matures rapidly. The author did a great job growing the Martyr character as he experienced more of life.

The adventure was strong and I enjoyed the main plot of the book – it kept me glued to my nook until I was done.

What Needed Work: Abby Goyer. Oh my sigh. Her character drove me bat-shit insane. First there is her holier than though attitude. Now, I get that Zondervan is a Christian-focused publisher, so there will be religious themes and whatnot. I can handle that. But the Abby character seemed to be there to beat the other characters (and therefore the reader) over the head with her super-Christian beliefs. It was a good thing her narrative was interspersed with Martyr’s or I might have found myself at a good old-fashioned Bible burning just to escape her character.

And as long as I’m griping about Abby, let’s talk JD, the hot boy from school who’s interested in her. Maybe he’s only interested in her because she’s the new girl in a small town, but whatever. It’s not his interest I’m concerned with, but her response to it. She seems to HATE him and the fact that he’s interested. Sure, the further we get in the book, the more douchy he becomes, but at the beginning, Abby hates him for ZERO reason other than to hate him. As a reader it seemed to me that the author was trying so hard to not have her character fall for the cute boy that it just made for an (even more) annoying character.

Pretty much, I just wasn’t a huge fan of Abby.

Recommended For: Fans of sci-fi that isn’t too sci-fi-y (cause that makes sense, right?). If you don’t mind having a Christian agenda pushed at you, give it a read – it has a good plot and definitely raises some interesting questions. If you bristle at religious themes in novels, steer clear, because they are not subtle in this one.

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Walking contradiction

When I was in college one of my good buddies liked to call me a Walking Liability. Yeah, so I hurt myself a lot. What can I say?

I was thinking about that this morning and realized that isn’t so much the case anymore – I haven’t been put in a cast for a really really long time. I’m not a walking liability anymore. Yay!

But then I got thinking that I’m kinda a walking contradiction instead. Case in point:

  • I love the ocean nearly as much as I love Baby Caveman and Geek Husband. I could live in the ocean (for serious, I once had – and still harbor – dreams of refurbishing and living on an old houseboat…basing at some marina, probably in the Carolinas, and traveling up and down the eastern seaboard when I got restless). Mass amounts of love for the ocean. I live in the mountains. In Wyoming.
  • If I could, I would go barefoot every day, all day long. Yet, as I was putting my shoes away the other day I discovered that I own 47 pairs of shoes. I guess if I have to wear shoes I should at least have choices…
  • Same deal with clothes, y’all. If it were socially acceptable, I would just go naked (maybe I should join a nudist colony…on the beach! Except I don’t want to see other people naked, necessarily), but I have a ton of clothes. I got rid of a whole bunch of stuff right before we moved, but it still felt like I was unpacking and hanging clothes for eons. Again, if forced, I want choices.
  • I’m a writer. I don’t care for caffeine. Or chocolate.

 

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